blog
03/09/xx
huh
well. i hvnt upd8ed ths in a whle. i dnt thnk th group of ghosts r w me nymore, thy mved on2 chase. srry man
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confusion
how can they not understand? sacha does NOT deserve to live when we had our lives TAKEN by his father.
we will show them.
02/27/xx
change
its time for a change.
xx/x/xx
mad
you really thought you were free of your nightmares? all because you found some other pathetic animal to stay with?
poor sacha. your torment wont end any time soon.
02/16/xx
lucky
srry abt nt upd8in ths plce in a while ive hd a busy few days.
whre do i evn begin? i wnt ovr to susie n chases plce fr a few days whch wus nice. i dnt see susie tht much n it wus nice 2 spnd time w her. aftr tht i hd flynn drve me hme n we chilled 4 th night
thn the gr8est thng hppnd. carl asked me 2 be his valentines! of crse i said yes hes 1 of th best ppl i knw n hnestly? i lve him. i bought him sum chocolates n he bought me sum flowers n weed. we spnt th night cuddlin n thn snuggld in bed 2gethr. i ddnt thnk it cld gt evn bettr, bt it did cuz hes lttin me move in2 his! i hd my frst nght livin hre 2day n it wus amazing. i even baked carl a cake n he loved it! im gld i learnd hw 2 bake
gr8est week of my life, man. n if ur readin ths carl? luv u dude, ur awsum
02/11/xx
cnnection
i thnk ik wut causes my nghtmres. lnelinss. i stll dream f dffrnt tmelines bt thyre... good
mayb i shld ask 2 mve in w sum1
02/10/xx
cuddles
me n carl spent th night cuddling. it ws nice bt i didnt sleep cus i ws wrried id wke him up cus of a nghtmre. bt whn i finally slept i didnt hve a nghtmre
mayb i jst needed sum company
also flynn wus spposed 2 b thre bt he didnt shw up. smthn hppnd 2 him apparently. he shwd up th nxt day n he joind th cuddle pile
02/09/xx
company
wus nice 2 hve flynn ovr fr a day. beats bein stck alone lke usual. its mde me thnk tho, i miss hangin arnd w ppl bck at pueblo. th guys thre were prtty cool. weirdly enough tho, i miss seein carl as much as i used 2 mre thn tht.
wsh i cld stll walk so i cld visit him mre.
02/07/xx
nightmare
wtf wus tht dream? i wus talkin abt wut altrnate timelines lst nght bt nt lke ths.
i ws a kid at th lake, syd wus thre. evry1 else wus thre bt thy didnt wnna play w me. we were playn hide n seek in th lake. n smethn pulld me undrwatr n didnt let go, n evrythin wnt fuzzy.
it felt so real. fck me 4 evr thnkin abt tht bullsht.
02/05/xx
laced
i dnt knw wht th fuck wus in my weed bt sumthin wus. clint said he had nthin 2 do w it but idk. thre were hands evrywhre. sumthin stood ovr me. it gt closr n wtchd me 4 hrs on end
i need a roommate
02/04/xx
new laptop
susie came n clutch w th new laptop. well new 4 me. apparntly it cn run gta5 bt i dnt game. i prefr chill games anywys cuz thy dnt stress me out. stll gettin used 2 th thing cuz its a macbook n i culd nevr affrd 1 of these be4
im glad thres still sum cool ppl left here
02/03/xx
we r so back
cnt believe i gt ths shit back up n rnnin. fnd the old src code 4 my geocities site n my laptop, been tryin 2 upd8 ths bt ths thng wnts to explode. im gttin a laptop frm a friend so hopefully it aint as shit as ths one
hope i cn gt ths shitshow lookin good again